Come back to the town where you grew up in
that humble small village where havin fun is a sin
where you had your share of firsts way back when you were young
where you found your high school sweet hearts and had a blast and it also stung
where you tripped and fell down that hill side and got all those bruises
where that group of older bullies used to taunt and call you losers
where you tried out for the school play and went out for the track team
where opening night was a hit and in your first race you got creamed
where you built your first tree fort where no girls were allowed
where you spent your 4 of julys and enjoyed the fireworks and the sounds
of the people and their grillen and their dogs and their children
with the smell of the beer and the sparklers all burnt out
or that party at your dads bosses house where you accidentally let the dog out
or that field where the grass was so high it tickled your nose
or that pond you discovered and just had to jump in with your clothes
where you wore out your favorite t shirt and grew out of your jeans
when goin over to your best friends house whose a girl changed in your teens
where you picked the apples right off a the trees
where you found that big bee hive and got stung by all those bees
where there a came point you had to learn the value of a buck
when your dad stopped huggin you and started shakin your hand and say good luck
where you got your first job pullin weeds and mowin lawns
when you stayed up all night just to watch the stars turn to dawn
when you dad would come home yellin and drunk
and he told you to get in the car and you held the wheel for him and his breath really stunk
where you sat on the roof of the shed just to watch the horizon
and could feel the summer breeze and the leaves on the trees and sometimes the view was better with your eyes closed
when that girl from the soccer team started to talk to you everyday
and you had no idea why but you liked it cause you had all these things you wanted to say
where you sat by your friends in the stands in the gym
where you led the chant at the volleyball games and the home team would always win
and the first time you saw the first dog that you owned
where you played and you wrestled in the back a your old home
where the bahs of the sheep would flock across the back field
where you started to questions whats fake and whats real
where your folks were transformed from grown ups to older
where their bones grew tight when the weather got colder
where you stayed up all night alone in your room
wondering when or how close or how soon
it would be till you left the place where you grew
filled with memories and relics of your childhood youth
when you wondered when all this comfort would end
from your first day of school to the day you buried your best friend
where the little house in the back yard got grown over in moss
and the dish you used to fill with dog food everyday has since then been lost
remember the days when youd climb the hey stacks in the back
when you could goof off all day and loose time and loose track
go back to the time when you had to throw out all that junk you collected
when you protested the day the frogs were dissected
when you met that girl and her smile was infectious
and knew from that day you two were connected
remember the way the leaves would dance from the piles you made when the dog would jump in
but the piles stand still and the musics stopped playin since then
and dont forget the tricker treaters that came by the house pretending to haunt
cause now on halloween the streets there are empty and the voices are gone
remember the bon fires and prom nights and graduation
and the home games and dances and late night celebrations
and the songs in the summer, an anthem of the times
cause these things are now gone, stolen, a crime
looking back on these days its hard to keep movin
forward knowing the speed that your cruisin
when the future aint bright and your having your doubts
and you feel like theres still some things that you might have missed out
well dont worry about the opportunities wasted
your hopeless regrets for the things you never tastes
or the friendships lost, relationships complacent
or the trouble you caused, cause you can never erase it.
1 comment:
I saw so much of your life in your poem. I feel very privileged to have been a part it. And even more privileged that you included me in it. csc
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